February 27, 2006

Where do the children play?

I dedicate this piece to one of the greatest Ethiopians that ever lived, Belatengeta Tsegaye Gebre-Medhin. Farewell, hero.

The following is not a diatribe against Addis’ city planners, its architects, builders, contractors, or foreign and domestic investors. It just ponders a time gone by. And it misses the sound of a child’s laughter on an open field.

2005

I negotiated Addis’ hidden potholes and its equally treacherous minibus’s driven by kids with chat-glazed eyes on my way to my old neighborhood to visit an extremely wrinkled ninety-something-year-old grandmother. I was armed with an overpriced French perfume named after a number I furtively grabbed at La Guardia as well as several letters from family I would be reading out loud into the wee hours of the night. The lovely woman began birthing before the Italians arrived in Addis and it showed. Rheumatoid arthritis has gnawed at her fingers, and age has done its thing to her eyesight, teeth, and gait. I love her and she knows it. Well, I tell her so. And she regales me with undeserved mereqat which I know I will cherish for the rest of my life.

By the time I reached the old neighborhood, dusk had arrived in the city. Addis Ababa undergoes a complete makeover around this time, especially in the summers. The day is cooling down and the evening chill drives her residents to hastily wrap their heads in the warmth of their gabis. The air is filled with the smell of mender cooking: a mélange of berbere, Qibe, and burning eucalyptus. I rolled down my window and drew in this aroma unique to Ethiopia and one that summons pleasure-filled memories of a childhood now gone.

The dusk also brings out the young lovers. You can tell by the way they walk. Almost aimlessly, close to each other—but not too close, glances stolen, giggles sporadic, and faces washed in muted merriment. Surprisingly, in a country with one of the highest HIV infection rates in the world, public display of affection is a rare sight.

I took in these wonderful sights and smells as my car crawled over the korokonch my old man negotiated for years in his faithful bols.

The image I caught on the corner of my left eye forced me to do a double-take. The lush field surrounded by gigantic eucalyptus trees was gone. On its place was an unfinished concrete building, at least six stories high, and enclosed by cheap corrugated sheets that formed a complete fence around the construction site. I hit the brakes.

My field!

Back in the day . . .

Berhanu hadn’t seen us when he brought his dark and dimpled kuda (how's that for a throwback?) by the eucalyptus trees adjacent to the field. Oblivious to our presence, they looked furtively toward the football game and for what seemed an eternity, their afros merged into one. I couldn’t take my eyes away from dark dimples. Much shorter than Berhanu, pretty little thing stood on her toes to meet Berhanu’s hungry mouth. Egzyo!

I’m not sure when Berhanu started looking in our direction. His light-skinned face had now replaced the afro and his surprised look was turning into that of rage. He let go of his tiny squeeze and started in our direction. Behind him, dimples galore sent angry looks in our direction clearly pissed-off at the kiskessa interuptus. Let me take a brief moment during Berhanu’s walk in our direction to tell you about the brother’s football game.

It was breathtaking. I have never seen a player with as much ball control. He had this signature move: ball in possession, he would run straight toward defenders and naturally, several players would converge upon him. In the process, he would feign a direct strike in the direction of the goal but more often than not retained the ball. This allowed him to split defenders during their momentary confusion to penetrate the strike zone. Every now and then to make sure his feigned strikes received appropriate respect, Berhanu kicked the ball with all his might and the occasional non-believing defender who interposed his body between the strike and the goal would be seen doubling over in pain.

He played with demonic passion—a lefty, he was a wicked dribbler who believed in passing balls only when forced to. He had another trick up his sleeve—running. Berhanu ran as if diabilos himself was behind him. Whether attacking or defending, he ran full speed, red eyes peeled open, teeth bare and gnashing. I have witnessed kids who’ve let go of a ball at the mere sight of Berhanu’s violent dash in their direction.

Rather small for a ten-year-old, I loved football. But my buddy Taglo was a zealot. He loved football so much I’ve never seen him without his green tutas and mekeregna taketas. He came from a family of somewhat modest means—his father had one ferenj cow he milked to death and sold every drop that came from her udders. So his pops had Taglo’s taketas custom made at the local shoemaker. The upper section was a decent imitation of the real thing complete with three lines to imitate Adidas’s. The bottom was another story. Just think of a complete mess replete with rubber and leather pieces nailed together. Some of it came off when he played.

Back to Berhanu and lovely dimples. He was now dragging me and Taglo by our ears.

“Cigarettes! At your ages! I’m telling your mothers!” Berhanu was clearly pissed at the voyeurism rather than the half-smoked Nyala that lay smoldering at our feet.

We did what any reasonable ten-year-olds would do when faced with such a situation. We begged for mercy. But Berhanu dragged our whimpering faces through the field ignoring the shouts of players in the middle of a game. We were being mercilessly dragged to the slaughter houses our homes would soon become.

When begging didn’t work we threatened our assailant. “We will tell everyone you were kissing Gelila. We saw what you were doing with your tongues!” Berhanu simply kicked the ear-twisting a couple of notches. We returned to our whimpers, this time standing close to him to prevent our ears from being yanked out of their sockets.

Our own Ronaldo hand-delivered my ear to my mother and her plump fingers replaced his on my earlobe. Then she punched me. I pretended to faint and the ordeal was over for me. Taglo wasn’t so lucky. He limped for at least a week. He didn’t say what his father did to him but it looked like he was kicked in the balls.

And that pretty much ended our smoking days.

Ah, the field!

Everyday, around 5 pm, dozens of neighborhood kids met at the field. Surrounded by tall eucalyptus trees that withstood decades of bark-stripping, the field hosted all sorts of pickup and kebele-organized football events. Every now and then, the gigantic eucalyptus trees decided to drop a large rotten branch, providing firewood for the lucky family. But it was a quiet, serene place that brought the young, old, poor, not-so-poor, and well-off children together. At the field and beneath its surrounding trees, unforgettable football games were played, jokes were thrown, stories recounted, lies retold, cigarettes smoked, and yes, lips joined and hearts broken.

Seeing the building where the field once stood was a sad event for me. It actually infuriated me. Perhaps fresh in my mind was a conversation I had with a dutchman not too long ago. I was shocked to hear the weary traveler saying that Addis is an ugly city. “Where are your parks? Where are your fields? Where are public gardens? Where do the children play?” he rattled off leaving me with a blank stare.

Only the toothless and knowing smile of an ancient woman put it all in perspective. Life goes on and good times cannot be recaptured. But thank your maker for having them in the first place.

Andrew Heavens posted a piece today featuring David duChemin's photography. The above photo is one of 27 the travel photographer took in Ethiopia. We wish him luck in his transitions and thank him for the enduring images and his compassionate account of both Ethiopia and Haiti.

February 19, 2006

Blog Away

Months ago, I asked an extremely erudite Ethiopian friend why he doesn’t start a blog. Gifted and wise beyond his years, out of H’s mouth pours brilliance I wish I could borrow for a fortnight, to at least offer a solution to the quandary Ethiopia has become.

H considered my question carefully through his thousand mile stare I thought had dissipated unanswered and only brooded over through the thick cigarette smoke that hung suspended at our favorite Ethiopian restaurant, but thankfully returned in typical quizzical look, yet shrouded in usual crypt. He asked, “how can I recall my bullets once I fire them?”

Conversations with H often take on a Socratic repartee where answers are buried deep in parables. His reasoning struck a nerve and I took a mouthful of the pale ale in front me; the Yeungling went down in nervous gulps. I gave it my best shot: “I guess you don’t want to write things you will regret?” He slowly nodded, leaving us both to our thoughts and to our drinks and to the sorry excuse for a band and a crooner who was doing a terrific job mangling Alemayehu Eshete’s Man yehon Telik Sew?

H struck a nerve that evening because I have always believed opining about Ethiopian politics comes with tremendous responsibility. Concern about having to eat my words figures in every posting and I know several bloggers feel that way. To the extent possible, I make use of the bright talent Ethiopia has produced—close friends and family members who carefully vet every posting on Carpe Diem Ethiopia. Ergo the pronouns “we” and “us” in several of “our” postings.

Each posting creates both a friend and an enemy. Some of the few viscous e-mails I’ve received from EPRDF supporters in the past year is a constant reminder that those who hate are amongst us (do keep them coming, it tell me I’m doing something right). Other criticism and comments I’ve received remind me of Benjamin Franklin’s admonishment that “our critics are our friends, [for] they show us our faults.”

Around this time last year, I started writing in the heels of a personal loss but that was rendered miniscule compared to the wanton destruction of innocent life in Ethiopia in the aftermath of the May 15, 2005 elections. I watched in utter disbelief as the EPRDF, under the glare of the word’s cameras, defrauded an election, and then went on to kill, permanently maim, detain, and lie to silence a people’s voice. I watched in shock as the Coalition for Unity and Democracy (CUD), the party I believed best articulated Ethiopia’s hopes, dreams, and challenges was systematically turned into a treacherous organization bent on usurping power through violent means; its leaders made out to be agents of war and condemned to indefinite incarceration. I also watched in shock as my favorite politician, Dr. Berhanu Nega was turned into a pariah by both the EPRDF and unfortunately, by members of his own party. (I continue to believe Dr. Berhanu is an amazingly brilliant man who, if he survives the EPRDF’s dungeons, will one day lead Ethiopia toward a democratic path). I also watched in amazement as Lidetu Ayalew, the fiery politician who inspired millions of voters to defy the EPRDF, turn.

In the end, the arguments of the EPRDF’s strongest critics of have proved to be true. The party was never prepared to relinquish power. Ethiopundit’s The World is Yours series gives us an alpha-omega analysis of the EPRDF’s addiction to power and its willingness to retain it at all cost. The ruling party's single most error is its belief that the winds of change will be tamed by its killing of dissenters, in its detention centers, in its kangaroo courts, and by the silencing of the private press.

In October 2005, negotiations between the ruling party and the opposition broke down, and in November 2005, the EPRDF launched its final assault on a plebiscite to end rule by dictat and to move the nation toward a tolerant and just society. Its refusal to do so created this and with a few exceptions, almost every blog on the index list to right under “Blogs on Ethiopia and Ethiopians.” Each link tells a story of desperation and anger, but most important, love for Ethiopia and her good people. But we need more blogs; each blog that has appeared in the past year has offered a new perspective; an idea we hadn’t explored, a corner we never turned, and an angle we missed. Check this link on how to create a blog. (Always remember to use routers, anonymous proxy services, and to never blog from the office). So blog away and if you must eventually eat your words, then you must. Such is life.

I am grateful to all those who’ve linked this blog in theirs, especially to the first five: the aggregator, Andrew Heavens, Tazabi & Yagerlig, Yekolotemari, and Eth4life. I am also thankful to TC who encouraged this blog—I yet have to find another Ethiopian who loves his country as much as you do. We will get there, brother.

As long as Ethiopians live under tyranny, we will keep blogging. And we will do so without fear, respite, and loathing.

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